My Main Character Summer

It’s about damn time…

Jenna Goldsmith
6 min readMay 20, 2022
Photo by tabitha turner on Unsplash

As of this week, I’m officially unemployed and it’s terrifying.

I’ve already felt like a burden to my family by not being able to afford to move out of my parents’ house while trying to pursue my writing — yes, with their support and a part-time job.

But, with the continued support of my parents and some heavy-duty budgeting, I’m spending the next three and a half months (give or take) without employment. And I’m ready to let myself be scared but excited at the same time.

All of this came about from a haphazard plan made last year where I was supposed to have a job lined up at the end of May. But, as I should’ve been able to predict in this chaotic time, the plan fell through.

Instead of sticking it out in a job I was ready to move on from, I’m giving myself time.

So what am I doing?

Becoming myself.

The past couple of months and a small mental health spiral left me with a strong desire to simplify my life. This has led to some introspection and reflection on what that means.

Besides stepping away from social media and closing my side hustle (RIP The Littlest Online Bookshop), this sudden swath of free time has left me with room to continue on this journey. But…

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